Tears on Earth… my love.
My love… I am missing you so much. I can’t believe is been five months. I am crying my eyes out. I do not known how to live without you. I feel tons of weight on my shoulders and an entire universe of emptiness inside me. Why in the world a human being like you had a such a short life?
My heart is almost stopping when I remember you saying: “Adi, I want more time to live with you!”. Oh, my dear Ioana… I felt the same, I would’ve gladly given you half of my life, so we can be together and have more time. Unfortunately, it was not possible! How unfair is this? Why we don’t have the power to give “time” to the ones we love, so we can have them more with us?
There is nothing the same, there are no happy days, no purpose to wake up in the morning. The house is empty, the store is empty, my heart is empty. Time is not healing me, it makes it harder and harder! I love you so much and I miss every second, my dear wife. All I hope now is that one day, in a way or another, to have the chance to hold you again, to smile at you and to say “I love my wife”. Until then… here are only tears… on Earth, my love.