Message for my love.

My love, my dear and sweet wife… all these messages are for you and only for you. From that place where you are right now, I want you to feel my soul, my thoughts and to understand that for me you are here… here inside me. I want to continue to make you feel the love I am sending you.

Did I ever stop loving you? No, never my love. You were able to find that special and unique place in my heart. Can you leave that place? No, you can’t. Once you found your way in, there is no way to go away. Am I missing you? Yes, every second of my life. I am missing you every time I am breathing, knowing that I can’t feel, hear and touch you. Why am I missing you so much, after almost eight months? Simple, you were so special, so unique, you loved me so much… and how not to love you the same? I can’t stop thinking of you, I can’t stop missing everything we did together, I can’t stop remembering your voice, my love.

I wish I can turn the time back, to love you even more, to do more for you, to spend more time with you. Do I have regrets? Yes. No matter how much we love the person next to us, no matter how much we do for our better half, we are always going to have regrets. The only difference is how many! I have regrets, but I do know I did my best and I do my best to remember you, to love you and to take care of Stephanie. I am going to continue to be a father for her and to support her, no matter what. I will do this because I love you and her with all my heart. And talking about this, I am thanking you again for being part of my life and for bringing a daughter in my life. Remember when I was telling you that I always wanted to have a girl? I have one now! And I am so happy to have her, because she is like you and I see you in her. I do reiterate my promise to you, to look after her as long as I am breathing in this world. It’s been and it is a promise my love. Travel in peace my dear wife, travel knowing that you are loved and that your journey on earth is still on, carried by Stephanie.